Friday, January 16, 2009

KONDO RACING

I have to say that today the 17th of January 2009 was a very awesome day, as i manage to hang out and chill out with Mr Masahiko Kondo & Mr Seiji Ara from KONDO RACING...Ohh boy was i full of question and what not... Its not everyday that you get a chance like this to hang out with awesome people like them...May i remind you that Mr Masahiko "cool" Kondo who is the director for kondo racing was one whacky cool fuck...look him on the net and you find a serious guy but in real life he is as whacked as me...not forgetting his afro-do that he had going on...As for Mr Seiji Ara the humble and easy going race driver for kondo racing...I'm still in the shock mode..it really made my day...It was like a sign from the heavens that there's hope...

Well we did exchange alot and had loads in common also in car views and engines...Was asked to keep in touch with them,who knows next round in June when they come back we go drinking.....Maybe a lil'tour of the local car scene over here...

After all that i saw them off on their flight MH070 back to Narita.....

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

To label or not to label???

Do stuff that sells or stuff that only the hardcore of the hardcore will come...but in the end the mass index will still be the mass media and the every changing style and ways of life...rather then the nomad hardcore that has just a certain style or way of life....

Bottom line to be a sell out and live large or be that ever I stand alone nomad...

Loads of weird ideas are running through my mind these day or you might say these few months....Guess being alive for the past 25 years have finally grew fruits of ideas and wicked,weird tunes that i can understand what more the world...But when i think about or have it played in my head....It fuckin kicks the shit of your asshole...

Word of the day you will never know if you don't try....
It's the same with love...it's like taking that 1st jump with your 12inch bmx frame across that 6feet ramp and never knowing how would you land of flip the fuck of your bike....

I need to break this void that i'm in now and do it...Maybe its a calling or i'm just having my midlife crisis at the young tender age of 25....

welcome home Ian...welcome to my weird twisted world where green is black and pink is pink...where lil men run along with prawns in their hand giving out random numbers and notes...where the full is never full...where nothing ever does make sense apart from the weird theory that mankind has set a long time ago...where words are not what it seems,like why can't water be fire and fire be water...why not apple for a pear and pear for an apple...
The bed is calling as my eyes get heavy as my soul begins to just float away but my mind stays up with a world of it's own...where i hear things that i myself can't understand...

Monday, January 12, 2009

Fish Bowl

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Just like heaven

For wishful thinking moments that makes my heart soft like a baby & fragile as glass..

Just goes to show how fragile we are...
So fragile we are, we just don't show it.

Friday, January 2, 2009

A Moment Of Truth For The 1st Entry Of 2009

Basically here's a serious note on a song that i kinda have looked deep into...
Just feel the deep words & writing of it rather then sing along to it like any other teenager around...mindless fucks they are....

Song: Sugar We're Going Down
Band: Fall Out Boy

This is what i feel for the song Sugar We're Going Down by FALL OUT BOY.....

To me, it's a song about fatal attraction. In the beginning of the song he’s in a graveyard lying next to a mausoleum, where she is buried. He asks her “Am I more than you bargained for yet? She only wanted a lover but he was mentally unstable and you can see it in the line “Cause that's just who I am this week”. He goes on to say how she saw him “a notch in your bedpost” but tells her what he made her into, nothing more than “a line in a song”.

While they were fooling around, him being the latest in a line of lovers, he asked her to divorce her husband. Divorcing her husband would break the husbands heart “drop a heart” and her last name would be changed back to the maiden name “break a name”.

“We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team.” is his reflection that what they were doing was wrong in the first place because marriage is supposed to be sacred, thus they were “sleeping for the wrong team” They would sleep in late in the husbands bed, thus “we’re always sleeping in”

“Is this more than you bargained for yet” and “Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet” is where they were almost caught and he’s hiding in the closet.

Wishing to be the friction in your jeans” is just him wishing to be close to her. What’s closer than the jeans a woman wears? The friction between her and the jeans she wears, of course. (Unless you count underwear and even then, the friction between the underwear and skin is still closer)

“Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him” is him realizing how wrong it is what they are both doing and how it’s messed up that he feels this way for a married woman.

“We're going down, down in an earlier round and Sugar, we're going down swinging”
Speaks of the argument that they finally have when he wants to become her only one. They fight about it and get physical and end up on the floor, wrestling with a gun.

“I'll be your number one with a bullet” is about him telling her about his plan to kill the husband with a gun so he can become her only one. When you love someone, they mean more than anything in your life, essentially number 1 in your life. The lover will become number one in her life with a bullet by killing the husband. Then the argument starts because she doesn’t want it that way.

“A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it” is him being ready like a loaded gun but it’s his “God complex” that will go off. “cock it and pull it” is him daring her to try him.

In a repeat of the chorus you hear “take aim at myself, take back what you said, take aim at myself” and the meaning behind this is him wavering between killing himself and shouting at her to take back what she said.

I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me....maybe next time around it will be that song....

what's up 09.....

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Don't You Fake It...

I have nothing much to say but these words were playing in my head hence i had to fuckin get it out...No actually i never did or felt like writing the 1st line that way but i'm too fuckin lazy to actually backspace or even fuckin myspace right now...

Whatever poisons in this bottle will leave me broken, sore and stiff
But it's the genie at the bottom who I'm sucking at
So here's a present to let you know I still exist
I hope the next boy that you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips
But I got a plan
To drink for forty days and forty nights
A sip for every second-hand tick
And every time you fed the line, you mean so much to me
I'm without you


SO GO AHEAD

Tell all the English boys you meet
About the Portuegese boy back at home
The Portuegese boy you used to date who would do anything you say
Tell all the English boys you meet
About the Portuegese boy back at home
The Portuegese boy you used to date who would do anything you say


Thank you very fuckin much and i'll try to continue this with more....

Now i feel like nothing....let's hope something come's by...

anyways fuck time at the moment cause time fuckin fucks you back hard all the time...

This tune just played really fuckin hard in my ears...can't help but figure out what tune or what song it's from....

i think it goes something like...trying pen out the words...hang in...
i just can't do it...i'll enjoy it for the moment then...

Again,
Thank you very fuckin much for reading till the end....



Monday, November 10, 2008

just a thought...

suffering should be creative, should give birth to something good and lonely...

word up...

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Life As A Prawn Version 1.2

While working & thinking i came up with this,which i have doubt's it's not been said before...

anyways just enjoy it...and if it's a original from me..cheers then...


*Here i sit broken hearted, thought i had to shit but only farted*