Zombie - The dead are among us

I was just going through all my posting since like 08 to 09 to 10 and it hit me that I was the most unhappy person and I was living lie... Yup it sounds stupid with me writing out false hopes and giving myself hope as I write. But hey now when I look back read back and being in a different set of shoes I see how stupid I was to stick on being unhappy. And early 2011 was just numb write ups, just being numb and mundane to what I was doing like a zombie, being dead among the living.
Saw the light at the end of the tunnel after that very long dark morbid abusive years.

This is the part when I chat around with other people and they always say that "hey when I read back it sounds so stupid when it was written some year back" Well looks like I'm about to say that hey yeah it does and at the same time it was part of what I was going through and it reminds me that I could have just left that black unhappy abusive void so many but I stuck on. I don't have a reason to why but I tried. Woke up one day and knew I had better things going on and made the move.

I do know I have a birthday post write up, but hey it was so good that I'm keeping it to myself...