Don't You Fake It...

I have nothing much to say but these words were playing in my head hence i had to fuckin get it out...No actually i never did or felt like writing the 1st line that way but i'm too fuckin lazy to actually backspace or even fuckin myspace right now...

Whatever poisons in this bottle will leave me broken, sore and stiff
But it's the genie at the bottom who I'm sucking at
So here's a present to let you know I still exist
I hope the next boy that you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips
But I got a plan
To drink for forty days and forty nights
A sip for every second-hand tick
And every time you fed the line, you mean so much to me
I'm without you


SO GO AHEAD

Tell all the English boys you meet
About the Portuegese boy back at home
The Portuegese boy you used to date who would do anything you say
Tell all the English boys you meet
About the Portuegese boy back at home
The Portuegese boy you used to date who would do anything you say


Thank you very fuckin much and i'll try to continue this with more....

Now i feel like nothing....let's hope something come's by...

anyways fuck time at the moment cause time fuckin fucks you back hard all the time...

This tune just played really fuckin hard in my ears...can't help but figure out what tune or what song it's from....

i think it goes something like...trying pen out the words...hang in...
i just can't do it...i'll enjoy it for the moment then...

Again,
Thank you very fuckin much for reading till the end....

just a thought...

suffering should be creative, should give birth to something good and lonely...

word up...

Life As A Prawn Version 1.2

While working & thinking i came up with this,which i have doubt's it's not been said before...

anyways just enjoy it...and if it's a original from me..cheers then...


*Here i sit broken hearted, thought i had to shit but only farted*

Reason of missing Igloo Part 2

The reason why i did not write about igloo part 2 is not because the igloo melted or a polar bear decided to make it into a ice monster but i just thought that i'm going to keep some stuff to it'self leaving it to be un-touched....

Let history write it out by it's own...let it be made without the help of people...like how the flow of a river that flows out to the wide open ocean....

on the other i feel very funny...i feel like i have a very hot fudge up my ass....
hmmmm...fudge....and not to mention warm...warm hot fudge fuzz....


i'm so super sleepy that my eyes feel so heavy....been working for a day and a half....actually really looking forward to sleep on the lil F-up pimp not my bus ride home after work....

Another thing that keeps me smiling is the fact that Travis MuthaDrums Barker who has all the money in the world and everything can also have a perfect ol-skool car....Go find out what i meant by that.....

The bed at this moment is like alladin's magic carpet's ride man.....with or with out jasmine i'm on that ride ZzzZZzzzZZing away...

I need to smoke badly and have a cuppanigger coffee...

A Poem For You

For you i'll run away and hide
For you i'll wipe away the tears
For you i'll fly into the skies
For you i'll be the light that lights you up
For you i'll be the fire that keeps you warm
For you i'll be...& be & always be.....& forever be....for you...

The Igloo Loft

Finally in my life i have made the big move...
I took my step in life asking my other Significant half to take me as her partner for better or worse...It was really mind twisting as all of my plans failed badly as every move i made she had a reason or a answer...talk about Ms Smarty pants penguin...i was at my ends thinking of ways ideas/reasons/motions of movements/songs/excuses all that and more..trust me it was like having a bomb in my pocket waiting to just go KabOOOOM!!!....

Finally i told myself it's now or never...hey i love her loads & more...why wait for that perfect moment...as everyday we go on in life is a perfect moment with her...maybe it be happy times,times we eat like lil pink pigs,times we fight like lil pitbulls,times we argue,times we watch movies,times we cuddle up and you go cold....& not to mention times we make love & kiss & rub our noses against each other... HENCE i did it...& that silly lil penguin said yes...on the sand not actually in the water as i planned for...but it was near...so i think that counts....
well whole idea of asking in the water was because penguin was born on a island and she made me fall in love with a island...You know how the waves come in and wash away your worries or troubles or just washes away your feel and gives you a whole new feel...

Now we have a wonderful Igloo Loft that is waiting for our love to be flown all around it....


End Of The 1st Chapter...

GO FIGURE

He Who Makes A Beast Of Himself
Gets Rid Of The Pain Of Being A Man...


By The Infamous... DR Johnson..

Little Men.....running up & down a ladder

This is just a super random entry today so don't expect much...

Note to myself when i'm ever down & bored in the future to think about Disco Dan and how he move's on the dance floor....Just the word Disco Dan brings loads of smiles to my heart...

Another one would be small little men....

I have to say that i enjoy metal the most....Other genre's out there are cool to move to the beat but metal gets my heart pounding & wanting for more...

I really pity some people who are stuck in the pop shitty world..Its all made ready and produced nothing is real...

Oh yeah another word for prawn is shrimp....how cool.....I feel like i have a blonde wig now...

Life As A Prawn...By Me

Prawn's are awesome dude's...

A wise man once said to be like a prawn you gotta eat all the prawn head's instead of throwing it away which many of us do....Unlike the rest i enjoy eating the head of the prawn,hence i can think like a prawn....

My soulmate was once called a prawn due to her weird sleeping habit's but has now evolved into a starfish for many reason's....
Again i have to say that prawn's are cool dude's...look at the way the move to the beat of the ocean or lake....now take some time to study the prawn's moment or think about a prawn....

Prawn cocktail anyone???

An Epic Story

flesh being ripped out of your body as the blood just flow out like a river heading out to no where..what would happen to that new ripped out fresh piece of flesh...will it become a flesh trade worker or would it become a class A version awesome human being...all this we can't tell only time will reveal the piece of flesh and it's true colours...

I keep a journal of memories in my head,I'm feeling lonely nothing much can i do or ask for...
Here Comes The Pain....

"Go to college, a university, get a real job"

Is that the only way to be MADE...why not try SELF MADE........

Say It Ain't So....

Say It Ain't So cos you got it all wrong...it's like a total mixed up tape gone super wrong and out of tune...
My love is a life taker... throw in some minor chords and 2 majors and wah lah you gotta yourself a number UNO record....

My Milkshake Brings all the gals to the yard and the boys at times...

slim fit me with a awesome entrance filled with fireworks,strippers and milkshakes from sperm whales flying in the air as the maharaja swings to the groove of groove armada...while his lil jester wanks out in the open while watching milf hunter on his new lappy top with broadband....

while all this is happening you continue to do your daily things like get up brush your teeth ,get your morning coffee,take a dump...and continue with your daily life that is so ever awesome that you have to do it everyday...3 woot's for that now....

back to the party where the sperm whales will do a back flip shooting lil notes of tunes and elephants will be breaking dance and super stylin...gay parades out shines the festival in the wee hours as closet gay people will then only parade their bodies as they continue to let the mother gay maggot fed on their gay souls....just as you know it the back ground fills up again with ol skool nigga rap by Dr Dre & NWA...typical ol skool shit...no bling bling but its all about the hood and the police...Yeah nigga, Compton and Long Beach!!!

on the side walks are the side walkers using the lil extra gentle lotion to keep them side walker skins all soft and tight like the snare of punk/ska band.....

finally pick me a pickle and fickle me wickle for me fickle minded mind.....

wow its been day's since i blogged...yup..i'm having the cold fever of not blogging.....its getting to me..going cold turkey thinking of my blog...well what you know i have that bloogers thingy now...

Well things been great..working & working...loads of stuff happen since my last blog....i started playing virtual piano in my office.....

WOOT WOOT WOOT for the virtual piano........


The most beautiful & wonderful incident that happen was what Julia had wrote about in her blog....It took me to higher grounds and i'm talking real sweet loving high......i was touched...i'm still speechless and can find words to put together to express how i feel...If you could open my heart and have a look see and you will find what i can't say...Baby i know you will be reading this,i just want to say that i love you from the bottom of my heart.....thank you for loving me back so much.....

Guess i got to go before i start what i started last nite...which is on a need to know basic.....

Thank you for your time....

Is 50 just a number or is fame the goal???

I have been working for the past 25 hours straight (well there were the lil smoke breaks in between) The issue at the moment is should i do another 3 hours more??? Hell man let's make it 28hours...I would but my heart feels lost....i'm missing lil white squid alot....i'm going home to her...Just hang in there babe.....

On not so personal note....everyone at work thinks i'm on drugs or ice or some weird chemical out there in the market...I was just going through this months cleo and i just can't believe that squidy really wanted me in that Cleo's Most Eligible Bachelors.........best part is i know 5 of them and all 5 of them are close to me....especially one....
well lets go the 3 dudes in the top ten were very close to me back then....and at number 30 plus he's kinda ok....don't really like him....but the one closest to would be no.........DRUM ROLL......
42.....for he is the one the only Johann Lim....the actor cousin of Julia squidy blindy iceball....yea....she has a hot good looking cousin....darn....and she wanted me to go against him....prfffttt...maybe the rest i would be kinda ok but not comfortable, but Mr Lim....i think i should just turn into a cross dress dude instead of a cleo dude....well lets follow up on who wins or makes it or does not for this years cleo's bachelor thingy......

If i were to do a mag....i would get hottest milf above 30 or Iangraphy's Most Eligible Hottie with most tattoo's.......

I feel like it's a ciggie time...have to call squidy 1st to update her......l

Pink Guava's & Angels

I had to write this one out as the piece of paper that i wrote this on a year ago is now fading away...
well it was written down during one of my days while working with Pavilion Kuala Lumpur as the assistant tenancy coordinator/retail design team....I think it was like 3days after my 1st meeting with the inhouse design teams for the Prada and Ted baker...I did vision myself being a fashion designer and i think i'll kick ass...but again i have to say that my one most famous design would be just walking all nude on the runway for both male&female just covered in tattoos and nothing else...But then again...you can do that in your own room....just strike it baby...flaunt it like your the next model of america or malaysia....

Looking back on those years and years to come
Pictures of the past and the future plays in my mind
Trying to seize what i lost or not touch
Silence that plays in my soul plays out loud
In my life ,everyday with out a soul or a single life
I breath for the future and for the past life's, for
A meaning or without a meaning you turn away
From me without knowing what the future or
The past had for us
Don't need no jealousy burning my heart for i have burnt
My heart for you
keeping the flame alive with echoes of angels flying high

I do have a tune for what i have wrote....but cant seem to put it both together....
maybe oneday.....

Is a title or a subject a must???

Alright it's me reporting to my bloggie duties.....

Well i'm working on the late nite/graveyard shift today....life is good i reckon...
Lil white half penguin & half squid is out with her girlfriends 2nite...yea saturday nite and i work....well lets weight out the pros & cons....you work on a saturday nite you miss out on a saturday nite life and what it has to offer...good part would be you get to save up cash...as going out on saturday nites requires you to spent cash....It's a real win/lose situation whereby it's up to the person to decide....

Apart from that..I wished upon many falling stars that i could own a huge ass turbine now for my car...and a huge ass intercooler to go with it....But i'm happy with my current horsepower but as economics has proven,people will never be happy with what they have....

We all would go crazy with things that we wished we had...or ever could just dream about...

At my current moment...my thoughts are being taken away by the office mates running & smoking around....will report to my daily dose of writing the minute i find myself in my own state of nirvana.......

Go Forth & Live As Art.......

It's moving!!!

Well guess after my shave yesterday...i never did get back to writing...
Instead i had sneak peeks of what lil white squid was watching on the computer some funny kick ass movie about 3 pigs & a baby.....while playing my game on the playstation...

Anyways had some sleep..wish i could sleep more...I'm now at work....Just met the ex deputy prime minister of malaysia and ohh boy he looked like a normal dude from the kampung scene...

Well guess with all the hype they all are still lil kampung boys....like Lat's kampung Boy...hey that was a good comic...It brought many memories for me and i bet for all of y'all also...playing all those kampung games.....growing up staying with your grandparents having those afternoon naps and getting up all full of energy to play more...even taking some old newspaper and making it into a ball back then was like the bomb...I have to say that i did do all that but at the same time i kinda had diffrent view of life growing as i wanted to things way out of my league at that age. But afterall it was good times....its times like that,that makes you look back and have that lil hidden smile in your heart....

Oh yeah in regards to my title it's moving...to those of you who are wondering....the meaning of it's moving is due to the fact that my blog is actually being used...

I'm having weird trips of my past....just looking back and spacing out...It seems pretty grey and gold but at the same i know it's worth sharing....It will be such a waste to keep it all to myself i guess....

Just a short ad time here, i had this really nice eggs...they were cooked like curry puff but all made out of egg,with the egg being yellow in colour and not to mention the middle part which i call it the tummy area had yellow egg in it which was still uncooked...yes it was yummy....not to mention the hash brown had a very bacon feeling....which made me wonder...The theory to egg could only be explained by Miss Power Chef herself....hence I should leave it to her....(y'all will know more about in the near future)

well this i guess would be for the moment as i have work to do....Ain't yet a pro blogger where i get paid for just writing...but then again who would not want that job...bet ya a million people would kill for it...Just think would you do it???

Life as a blogger

OMG....yea its the 3rd of April and yea i skipped a day which is the 2nd of April by not blogging...to many skipping a day in the bloggie life is like not having your shower or brushing your teeth...trust me i know many of this kind...

Well i did feel the need or the nirvana feeling of writing what i had in mind yesterday...is it happening to me....Me Ian Dias having the urge & desire to write...but why???
Its like an X-file situation now...anyways here i'am on the 3rd of April writing down......

woot....wait a minute...i'm having writers block.....ohh well i guess i need to shave...

If this urge for writing over powers me...I'll be back later writing....Ohh wait it's called blogging..darn gotta get use to this new term......

The 1st episode,the beginning & the revealing of pandora's box

Dear ladies & gents,

my 1st question would be why do we blog??? Many people blog or in the day when internet was not around it was called the good ol'diary...which i know many of you did have and wrote and cried your heart & soul not to mention all the inked wasted in those pages that have now became just a figment of your imagination and the people who had one too many sneak peeks into your personal diary. Well there's also many famous blogger's out there that have reached fame just by sitting infront of the pc and writing away,would it stop i'm afraid not. If you were to ask me on why do people blog i would say that it's a way of people trying to voice out their feelings like you know voice of the voiceless. On the other hand there's always the one's who like to blog for just for the sake of it,there's many of them out there but i'm not going to put them in groups or what not as i believe i don't have the right to stereotype a certain group of bloggers.

Well back to my topic which is why do we blog,which indirectly points out to me as to why or what the hell ever made me want to start blogging??? Its a question that i still don't know why. Could it be a new cool thing for me to do or i'm going through a certain period. if i'm going through that certain period then damn i'm one hell of a late flower opening up to the world.

You could also give credit to that someone special in my life who is currently blogging away,well she did blog years back but stop during our courtship(that's so ol skool) and i guess the cement is laid so she has time to blog now,or maybe you need to be inspired to write. Then i have always had many words and things going through my mind but guess i'm such a lazy person to ever write it down. Wait the diary i ever had,if you were to call it a diary would be this note pad that i have of pictures and ideas/designs/plans for houses not to mention material usage...pretty weird huh...

Living in malaysia has it's certain pro's & con's to blogging,well we do have a handful famous bloggers which i'm not really in the mood to do free ad's for them at this very moment...

Also have you ever wonder how many blogger's are there??? If you were to ask me our lives are connected by a thousand invisible threads, it could be put in many ways. Go figure that.

I have yet to find a answer to why on the 1st of April 2008 i have decided to start blogging. To the many of you who know and to the new people that would come & go, please do stay on as i'll take you on a journey to figure out why i started blogging...To me at this very moment i feel that my inner soul is trying pull a april fool's prank on my body....